numb-drunk from Innerviolent by terrapin

I don’t wanna see what becomes of me,
When I’m older.
Will I just be this sad old fucking loner?

I don’t wanna go and I don’t wanna talk.
Don’t wanna think about anything at all.
I don’t wanna go and I don’t wanna talk,
Don’t wanna feel anything at all.

It’s all too much and I am sinking.
Fuck my brain, it’s always over-thinking.
Why is it always one thing or another?
I’ll always say it’s never my fault,
It’s always someone else’s,
My mother’s or my brothers’.

I don’t wanna go and I don’t wanna talk,
I don’t wanna do anything at all.
Don’t wanna feel, I’m going to reel and throw up,
In your sink, I threw up in your sink.
I threw up, I threw up in your sink.

I know you’re trying to help but,
I just feel like a burden on you.
And everything you do,
Makes me feel a little bit more guilty.

So, I don’t wanna go and I don’t wanna talk,
Don’t wanna feel nothing at all.
I’m stuck on the wall,
I don’t know, I don’t know,
I don’t know anything at all.
At all, at all, at all…

• #acoustic
• #acoustic guitar
• #indie
• #indiefolk
• #singersongwriter
• Acoustic
• United Kingdom