Insomnia/nightmare from The Wound by The Distance

This time it will be better
I haven't seen the monster in a while
I spent nights with my eyes wide open
And I know I was not the only one
What you see when you watch the lights?
Do you see my roots sink in here?
This is where I belong
As much as I hate this place
But I still scream your name in my sleep
And I see your face in my dreams
I wake up and forget you again
So I write these useless lines
I forgot it all again
I'll never sleep again
It’s too loud in here
Just give me a few moments to rest
Because I’m too tired of this
And I don’t want to fail again
Will it ever be different
Or will I forever be awake?
The shadows that now live in my head
Are the whispers I crack through your ears
These are the dreams I dream
I'm not the person I wanted to be
And I'm too afraid to admit this
But it seems like the monster is me
I've seen it all again
I'll never feel again
I forgot it all again
I'll never sleep again

• Rock
• indie rock
• post-hardcore
• screamo
• Palma