Callout from Self Reflection by The Future I Dream Of

Sorry I just couldn't hold it down
Sorry I’m not from your part of town
See me for the voice and all my words
Won’t see me I’m just a face in a busy world

Tired as fuck
How many times is it ever enough?
Hold it back when I want to give up
Picking up slack never getting enough
And it’s fucking me up
The push, the pull
The lies, the cries
Another excuse you had to try
It’s funny to see me in your eyes
Not so different you realize

Problems that I have bring me down
Problems bury me and I start to drown
I’m tired of sleeping all day
Another lonely boy painted cliché
Circles that I swim in
Keep starting over
And I'm getting sick of floating when there’s no support

Dear mom,
I’m moving to Hollywood
I’m gonna make a name for myself
I know my songs might not say it
But it’s my pursuit of happiness
I know I’ll make it
I’ll make this pain work for me

I pray my friends make it
So this life won't be a waste for me
I swear I’ll find my place
(I swear I swear I)
Cuz I can’t rest when I’m alone
I swear I’ll find my place
Even if it’s not at home
I swear I’ll make it mine
Even if I gotta go

Problems that I have bring me down
Problems bury me and I start to drown
I’m tired of sleeping all day
Another lonely boy painted cliché

Problems that I have bring me down
Problems bury me and I start to drown
Circles that I swim in
Keep starting over
And I'm getting sick of floating when there’s no support

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