Nastassia from Rattus Gallicus by the lucky little red house

My pain’s growing louder and louder
Because now of the guiltiness of my heart,
But why should I have to do that?
Everything is getting on my nerves.
I threw you out like a sluttish girl,
As Nastassia Philippovna
Had thrown up Prince Leon Muichkine,
I’ve always loved you, Nastassia…
But now I am hurting so much
Because when she offered me her love,
I stayed blind and stock-still as if
I was standing from above.
I do regret all what I said,
So come to me and talk to me.
Without you I’ll always be scared,
Without you the night won’t get clear of me.

Weren’t you that girl who came to me
When I was feeling so sad,
Was it you who tried to love me
When I threw you back scornfully.

Without you I will never know
And this life anything won’t show,
Without you there are no promises
For tomorrow, I’ll go helpless.
Without you I’ll go on my own
Without you I’ve got no crown.
So Nastassia don’t go away,
I love you, please don’t go away.

Yes, but now I’ve realised
That for too long you’ve laughed at me.
Now my hearts suffers a frozen rise,
Then how could I love this muddy
Brood in which your friends and you’re stucked.
Now a heart of chilblain that’s obstructed
In the hate and my ugliest love,
Makes me become an ascetic in the alcove.

Weren’t you that girl who came to me
When I was feeling so sad,
But loving you has been a mistake
Which has led me right to the stake.

Why did you make me fall
Done for, nail me to the wall?
Then my smile will only disappear
When I commit this hopeless murder.

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