Shattered Glass from Solstice by Vomitself

I have a tendency to self-destruct
Retreat into my hole
Bury myself in dirt

Skin pale and eyes glazed
A strange nocturnal creature
Feeding only on grams of powder
Choke on the drip in my throat

Let it all out
Let it go, just let it go
Let yourself out
Let it go, just let it go

When I escape this universe
And travel beyond our dimension,
My only hope is to never resurface
Locked in the hole forever

Let it all out
Let it go, just let it go
Let yourself out
Let it go, just let it go

I’ll spread my matter as far as it will stretch
Becoming a string of high frequency vibrations
Stuck in an infinite loop
Forever doomed to repeat myself

Let it all out
Let it go, just let it go
Let yourself out
Let it go, just let it go

I resurface feeling worse than before
Grasping at the fleeting euphoria
Slipping through my fingers like sand
And all I’m left with is coal
Burning a hole in my hand

Inhaling the smoke of my searing flesh
Choke on the acrid taste of ash

Collapse again
Nothing left to lose
But I try so hard
Not to crawl along the floor
Through all the used needles
And shattered glass

At least I know
I know I’m still alive

• Metal
• black metal
• crust
• doom metal
• drone metal
• post-metal
• sludge metal
• North Bay