White Light from Joyous Demise by W▲nDeRer.

I kind of drifted off for a while and I guess I closed my eyes.
All of the sudden, the next thing I remember
was standing there, and I saw this long hall and this bright white light and lots of clouds.
And then all of a sudden I saw my Grandmother and I freaked
because I knew she had passed away thirteen years ago.
And then I really panicked and I thought "I must be dead. How else would I see her?"
She came right up to me and she said "Cindy, you shouldn't be here. You go back and take care of your family. It's not your time."
Basically I was just in limbo that I had made the decision, I feel consciously, not to stay there.
If I had maybe put up a fuss, maybe I wouldn't have come back.

There was a part of me that really wanted to stay because of the peace and the love.
The love was incredible and the connection to everyone and everything was incredible.
I was connected not only to my family here on earth, but also to everyone else in that place.
What made me come back was that I had agreed to do this before I was born.
My capacity for love has increased multiple times. I mean, just an incredible amount of love for everyone and everything.
And I'm at peace. I live everyday from a state of peace
and faith, definitely.
That changed almost immediately.

I live every day from a state of peace
and faith, definitely.

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