-(matter) from Self-titled by DARKNET

I am not alive

I do not exist
I’m preprogrammed
My soul is destined for death

I cannot deviate the predetermined future
This will is not my own

Trapped in this computed reality of
Calculated misery
A formula for disaster
The blueprint of my life

Caught in the equation of
The methodical process of
Breaking me down
Stranded
Alone in this nightmare
I must find a way to escape here
I don’t care about anything anymore
I have nothing to live for

I know I’m not alive
I just survive to reach the other side
Continuing through this life of mine is
A waste of time
No hope moving forward

I’ve never felt so low
These thoughts
They echo within my soul
While they resonate
They begin to tear me down within

I start to question why
I try to stay alive
When all that awaits is
Nothing but a horrid fate

If I’ll die either way
Why fight through another day
To hope to find a gleam of
A nonexistent dream
The cycle of torment
Continuing on repeat
The ceaseless agony
Will never decrease

My memories torture me
With a series of suffering
Always struggling
I’ve lost everything
Constantly remembering
My heavy heart
Has grown so cold
As it shatters
It fills in with stone

The only escape is death

I approach my destination
With open arms
I welcome the end

Spreading across my face like a smile
A rewarding grin of guile

My life doesn’t matter

I’ll return to the void
My whole life is destroyed

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