Counting Backwards from Sports Ball by Wimbledon Alley
Woo!
And I’m sick and tired of how I can’t feel anything
For you, for them, for anyone
And I know i wasn’t the right one
I could feel it in my heart
You were your own person and I was someone else’s problem
I don’t know why I fought so hard for something I knew wasn’t for me
Why couldn’t I just be the person you wanted me to be
I’m tearing myself apart at the seams
And there’s nothing I can do
I try to count backwards
My heads just not feeling right
We’re spinning faster
I’m starting to lose my sight
Of what’s right in front of me
I can’t pretend it’s not killing me
Just let me rest my head
I don’t wanna think of a thing you said
This isn’t easy for me and I’m sure it’s not easy for you
But I cant keep living in fear of how I feel
And Stop lying to myself about what’s real
Ill try to get past this
Keep your thoughts to yourself
I’m left feeling helpless
You can’t know the things I’ve felt
There’s nothing left for me to say
I’ll have to find another way
Living life left feeling incomplete
Chasing something I could never see
I’m just a mess of unfinished thoughts
The last one I wish that you forgot
I’m just a mess of unfinished thoughts
The same ones I wish made my heart stop
The ones I wish made my heart stop
How am I suppose to be your son
When I want nothing more than just to leave?
Tracklist
| 3. | Counting Backwards | 3:41 |
