Blasphemy from ∞ by Wolfgirls

I'm bored and alone, too much time on my hands
Tired of wasting all of my days and nights trying to make any sense
It would be so easy if I could call you and tell you to come
And no matter how many tears I cry, you're not willing to try
And it makes me feel numb

I just don't know anymore
If I can wait till you knock on my door
These days I sleep on the floor
My bed smells like you and it's making me sore
Had this been somebody else
It would hurt much less for me
But with you it only makes me feel
Like a blasphemy

Time is killing me slow, every second's a knife
How I miss the days when I used to feel sane
Without you in my life
It would be so easy if I could kill you and finally rest
But no matter how many times I slice
When I look in your eyes, it's like I'm failing the test

I just don't know anymore
If I can wait till you knock on my door
These days I sleep on the floor
My bed smells like you and it's making me sore
Had this been somebody else
It would hurt much less for me
But with you it only makes me feel
Like a blasphemy

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