hell nights from hiding by zack scribner
Tracklist
| 4. | hell nights | 2:21 |
Lyrics
hell nights, fluorescent lights
and windowless rooms
cold sweats, like bullets
no real feeling but the feeling of doom
I had a home and I had a room
and when all alone, the walls grew and grew
every single night, to sleep with a light
to feel something new
to feel unscathed, to seem to never break through
to feel unsafe in the place you grew
I had a bed and I couldn't sleep
I felt my head switch places with my feet
hell days in every place
the looming dread, the recognizable face
the ball of fire, the simple things
they felt so dire, they felt so strange
but I know this type of night
every once in a while, could be alright
but as endless as every one seems,
I can't help but feel like they are crushing my dreams
beyond that to be able to see
valleys deep and peaks so steep
a blessing not a curse, whichever is worse
I'll spend my nights scrambling these words
and believe there is no feeling
worse than this, but I'll have to see
these new memories, distractions and such
I believe they are doing so much and the
hell nights every once in a while
have left me broken but the windows are open
one night again
forever in my head
but just one, pretend
it will never happen again
